Sighhhhhhh.
I've never been so miserable, uncomfortable, tired and in flat out pain. Each night just seems to get progressively worse. In addition to painful BH contractions, every muscle and joint in my body hurts. Like when you're about to get really really sick with a cold, that feeling. Just moving my head the slightest bit causes a blood rush to my head. Last night I didn't sleep for more than 20 minutes at a time. I was shivering from the pain, and I didn't have the strength to actually cry, so I just kept repeating, "oh no, oh no" over and over thinking that this could go on for another month.
Which leads me to believe this just won't go on for another month. I'm beginning to believe that Ben will be here in the next 10 days. That's the vibe he's giving me. There's just no way this can go on, he's seemingly very unhappy in there. I'm convinced I'm dying.
2 comments:
Oh, Steph, I am sorry that you are so uncomfortable! Hopefully this section of the experience will be over soon, and then you will be able to hold your beautiful baby in your arms!
I'm so sorry to hear about you misery! My only advice is not to worry about being "sent home"... just go to the hospital whenever you feel like it!
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